Just another sad song.

This is one of those songs which makes you feel. Just feel.

Have I mentioned I love Jarrod Gorbel?

Devilish ways, watch as they slowly replace
Innocence,was it staged or taken at that age
I'm not blaming, blaming you
But I'm not stayin', stayin' true

Too young when your mother died
You did not even cry
Just wondered where she'd gone
Ever,ever since that day
You've been too afraid
To ever sleep alone

She won't let go
No matter what I say or do
How'd I become
Everyone that once abandoned you

What will it take?
To put you at ease

Too young when your mother died
You did not even cry
Just wondered where she'd gone
Ever,ever since that day
You've been too afraid
To ever sleep alone

Unaccountable for all that you suffered
I don't have the strength to make it go away
Just what sets you off?
Who saved you before us?
or am I just the cause
A trigger for the worst
(you would beg steal or borrow, to keep yourself here tomorrow, no I dont really want to have to break your heart)(MY FAVE PART!)

There's something I need, I need to tell you
if I don't come clean, I'd be leading you on
There's something I need, I need to tell you
if I don't come clean, I'd be leading you on

It's crunch time. What's with the haze today. The weather has gone bonkers seriously. First it rains in the morning then we're shrouded in this thick foul smelling haze. Disgusting and it gives me a major migraine. Eck.

I'm constantly surrounded by smarta$$es. Why does that bother me a little more now? I used to be able to take crap from just about anyone, both smart and dumb. Fake smart and fake dumb too. Heh.  I mean, who gives a dang about these people right. Leave them be. The world's a happier place when you look back and say hey, thank god I wasn't like that. Or was I? Hmm. Questions, questions. Where are the solutions when you need them. See different people may have different opinions of the same thing. I see the glass half full, others may see it half empty. That's my point. So I may get a tiny eensy bit pissed by the fact that smart people tend to make a mark on my annoying list, but some people may view it as something totally normal. I probably even exhibit some of those annoying traits when I didn't mean to. Hmm. I am barfing at the thought of me being a Miss Know-it-all. Not fetch. Not fetch at all. Think I'm even beginning to see the other side of it. Two sided opinions, huh. Wow, I should've been better at this last year during As. Ha!

On a side note, I rediscovered Arctic Monkeys! I used to listen to them a lot a few years back when a girlfriend intro-ed this genius of a band to me. And now I can't stop listening to their old stuff again. Indie bands own Justin Bieber. HAHAHA.

This is just one of those songs that gets me looking for the lyrics.

You know I really used to hate alternative music. Coldplay, Nirvana, Travis and all that. Yeah, go ahead haters. You can throw whichever fruit you want in my direction. I deserve it. 

Mainstream used to be my cup of tea. All that pop crap you hear on the radio. I can listen to those insanely addictive pop anthems over and over again. That was THEN. 

Now, I don't even listen to the radio anymore. Rap and autotune. The two must haves for songs to even claim a spot on the Billboard Top 100. Sad, isn't it. 

I want real music. It's great that shows have awesome soundtracks. I salute music supervisors/directors. Well, except maybe for Glee. Heh. They need to tweak their song choices a little. Anyways, now I get most of my new stuff from shows. Google and I have became the best of friends. :P

Sia-I'm in Here

Heard this song on One Tree Hill and I'm hooked.

Jarrod Gorbel from The Honorary Title - I'll Do Better

Don't know why I really,really like the song though. Probably 'cause it seems as if he's been hurt and wrote a darn good song about it. Sad songs always make me happy. How ironic.

And the fact that he looked as hot as he sounded was a definite plus! gosh, that voice.

Soundtrack.

Jupiter Sunrise - Steal Me. I hate Jason Mraz but I like this. Shoot me.


Pinback - Fortress. On my must-hear playlist every single day. Gets me going somehow.

Birthdays are overrated.

This song is pretty eerie but I like it. It's the kind of song which you can't remember the main tune, but you can't stop listening to it again and again. I like it. 

Been up to a whole bunch of stuff lately. University, outings, aimless walks around town, public bus rides, window shopping, actual shopping, yada yada. The funny thing is I don't seem to be needing as much sleep as before. I sleep late and wake up early. Trust me, I've tried sleeping without setting my alarm and I'm still up by 7 or 8am. Mostly 7 ish now. Am I turning senile? What the nonsense. 

I used to dread the thought of turning old, which meant that I usually didn't look forward to birthdays. Hur. That's pretty weird, no? Birthdays are supposed to be all fun and joy and laughter and whatever happy word there is out there, but I just don't see it that way. I mean, there are plenty of joyous occasions happening throughout the year itself, right? Some are worthy of being labelled epic. Birthdays shouldn't be the highlight of the year. The entire year should be looked forward to. Anticipated. That's the way we should live. Yata!